30.3.05
Today is a very exciting day. HOOHOO!
School was kinda boring and stuff. like the usual.
And then we went to Kallang after school.
Spent a little quality time with alicia. :D
and of cos' Ms teo. I felt to happy after that.
And then we went to makan. Thanks people!
So glad to have friends like you all!
:D then came back home and blah blah blah.
And tmr is going to be a fun day.
Cos' we all know why. HAHA BYE.
its all about you
shattered`* 30.3.05
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hey all! :D Been rather joyful nowadays
Probably cos' of the good friends I have
and probably not from my class? yea thanks.
And I did flag day for the first time.
HAHA some people damn stingy. Dont wanna donate just say.
Dont need to pretend right? HAHA
Anyway it was quite fun :D
'Would you like to donate to the strokes association?'
yipee. And I went for rugby that day. VERY FUN!
haha yup. I'm dead tired. lots of stuff to do.
goodbye!
tagreplies:
rhian! haha hey hey! recover from backache soon!
peizhen! hello. long time no see!
aliciaPang! HELLO PANG PANG! see you tmr! :D love
drey! heyhey! will link soon! quite bz! haha yup thanks thanks :D
Thats all for today. Tired. tests. Revision.MIDYEAR. BYE.
shattered`* 30.3.05
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25.3.05
WEE. I enjoyed myself today.
Supposed to go Kallang with alicia PANG today
BUT then I ended up at town.
With Thoma,eunicetan,joanna,aliciaPang.
HAHA :D quite fun. I love all of them.
Then later thoma go pick alph.
Then blah blah blah.
And then I saw aly,my ah ma and chad chad! :D
I was so happie! haha Anyway I am so happie today!
Saw ALOT of people.
Saw kelvin also! haha then he keep saying shh shh.
Dont know why.
Anyway i had a jolly good time today.
Thanks to those around.
love you guys big time.
you people are friends who are too good to be true.
:D may our friendship last. love!
shattered`* 25.3.05
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22.3.05
hello! First day of the term today! was so excited i couldnt sleep last night
anyway im loving school :D But have lotsa stress though.
But i know i will always have my friends.
Not from my class though. what a pity.
And anyway i still cant get over all the ghost stories from camp
HAHA and i really really had fun! I want again!
I hope we have it again with uncle david auntie rachel and waikeat.
SO FUNN! I kept thinking about camp at school.
some kind of motivation huh! haha
Anyway i never sleep today in class...
I hope i will be motivated forever. Not so much stress already
feeling much much better.
Anyway I got song to dedicate.
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
oh yes. thats only part of the song! for all that i love! :D love yall!
shattered`* 22.3.05
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20.3.05
OH YEA. Camp totally rocked socks. oh man
the instructors were great and stuff. We did lots of stuff
From playing to hearing to writting to typing and CRYING
yes. crying. Uncle david, auntie rachel and waikeat are nice
haha and wai keat happens to be my friend's friend.
How cool is that man. haha anyway i really had lotsa fun during the camp.
I dont mind going again man! And we did ropes course.
IT WAS SO FUN my jaws could drop.
HAHA anyway i just loved the ropes course la! :D
And the instructor mark's finger got cut.
damn sick one. HAHA yes.
I made lotsa friends and stuff. I had lotsa fun
Theres gotta be an end to everything.
But i hope there will be more of this in the future.
Man... i miss camp heaps please... sobs.
And I just wanna tell everyone that
I LOVE MYSELF. :D haha so dont try to break me.
yes... what a sad ending.
To those i talked to at least once at the camp:
No matter what happens... u guys can look out for me and i will make u laugh again! :D
so take care leaders. and remember leaders dont quit! GO GO GO! :D love yall.
* remember not to judge anyone even if they say something bad to you or hurt you.
:D heart all.
TAG REPLIES
-thaddea
oh! how come you never come and wave at me huh! :D
-rhian
HAHA yea la very cute la :D eh? heart is at ease? why? haha
-dddd(dawn)
DAWN! how u know my blog! so cool! i miss you! :D shall we go to suntec soon! And BLACK is good! HAHA
-charm
HAHA hello ! :D camp rocked!
-gwen
hey gwen! i'll link u too kays :D
-alicia
HAHA yea man! :D
-Rachel cheong
HAH RACHEL! are u scared of me! :D i will link YOU k! see you around!
shattered`* 20.3.05
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16.3.05
today is a slack day,
Went to school for art but then apparently no one turned up
accept me and sam chua and kane.
HAHA so I was the only one who stayed on.
Anyway i made a 3D aeroplane.
quite happy with it. haha
Then I go and talk to my sexiee rhian.
Haha then after that went for lunch then go home.
Lazy to type the details la quite boring anyway.
HAHA. yes time for tag replies :
shuk: hello tuition friend! :D
aliciapang: hello sexie! i miss you! haha see you at camp! i have no holidays too )): but camp coming! :D yay.
tejay: hah yea. i linked you too! :D
thaddea: haha Oh. so you know who I am. HAHA :D good.
shattered`* 16.3.05
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15.3.05
went to play tennis just now.
Tiredd.
and yes I kinda figured out that im damn bad in maths
HAHA hows that man. 5 more weeks to buck up.
Anyway theres a rugby workshop coming up
those interested pls tell me. so we can go together.
hee. byee. im tired
shattered`* 15.3.05
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Holiday seems good. need to finish all my work before camp!
oh gawd. I can't wait for camp. I have a feeling its gonna be craziee!
yep. And I got heaps of stuff yet to finish! AHHH. stress.
Gonna start going for rugby training again!
OH YEA.
haha yes yes. Passion isnt it?
Anyway this is gonna be short. have to finish doing all my work!
shattered`* 15.3.05
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14.3.05
heyall! The craziness in me is back once again.
Well... thanks for all the friends who were around.
Thanks once again. It was okay yesterday
and i hope everything goes well
I have a lot of plans for holidays!
Great, Lotsa stuff to be done to keep me occupied
Rugby thing going on. Gotta get tickets for sevens.
Then I have to finish my art.
and then there is gonna be camp. for 3 days!
with all my sexies chad chads and whatever.
Hopfully I will enjoy it.
I guess i will cos i just love camp haha
And i got heaps of people to go out with
People like RHIAN. haha we gonna do something.
Ha ha ha
And everyone else la...
So i hope i have enough time to do my pile of homework la.
ARGH. haha so much to do in so little time
my old slogan is back haha!
so bye for now.... see you!
shattered`* 14.3.05
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12.3.05
Things have not been going so well at home
Pretty well in school I guess.
Im enjoying school actually.
Home is where i dread. seriously.
My home is a place
where my heart was ripped
and all that crap.
At first it was not so bad untill everything changed
YES. thought the change was a good thing
UNTILL...
whatever. And does that explain why I have fun so much in school?
I like school beacuse at leaset i have friends who do care for me
And unlike at home I get scolded for every little small thing
which I DID NOT EVEN DO.
And I am someone who will not get angry easily
So when I am angry i get VERY ANGRY.
ARGH. damn life of mine at home.
BITCH. And A MAD DOG with another IDIOT.
only 1 person i can trust in the family now.
Hope it will be lke that. now and forever.
I love you.
Yeah... Its quite hard to be me.
I think.
I wished i had nicer parents who would care for me
and stuff. not like them. argh.
selfish people. they should just let me die.
please. god... please help me.
[just another place for me to relieve my anger/sadness]
AND did i mention that bitch came at 10
to pick me up from tuition when it ended at 925
Whatever. and blame my soul for this man.
bye.
shattered`* 12.3.05
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10.3.05
Reason why im starting to love school is
THAT I do not have to face my stupid idiotic parents
NOW that they are back.
At first I thought it would be better if they are back.
BUT now i regret it all...
I think we do not have understanding for each other at all.
However... I am gonna show them I can make it.
SOMEWHERE
And i plan to be SOMEBODY
despise me. whatever.
some kinda parents they are.
fucked up. I dont know why the sudden change of mind
THEY SHLD JUST STAY AWAY
Give me back my life i used to have.
ARGH. Feeling abit better after ranting all these.
ANYWAY with that 'thaiboy' around
ITS making things worse.
'Out of the frying pan and into the fire'
What to do... its becoming more and more irritating
Thank god for my new roomate
she just brightens up my day everyday!
And anyway I tried to ignore my MOTHER
but she just had to keep on BARKING
if you get what i mean.
YES. and u guys shld see how irritating she can get.
SO pls. do not provoke me pls.
I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANY MORE!
ITS GONNA BURST SOON! MY ANGST.
ARGH. I do not UNDERSTAND. ARGH.
BYE!
shattered`* 10.3.05
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7.3.05
I have a new roomate called MY!
haha. shes damn cute la i tell u.
damn funny one.
Yea anyway I am fine with her.
Not like that "thai boy"
DAMNIRRITATING
so far im okay with everyone except him
AND my MOTHER is like forever siding him.
LIKE OMG. get a life.
I HOPE HE GOES BACK SOON!
ARGH!
BYE.
shattered`* 7.3.05
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4.3.05
School feels empty without some of the sec3s.
I miss my...
sexies
chad chads &
darlings.
Anyway the sec 3s went for camp today
Haha yea im already missing them!
And we had Pe today. It was okay la...
HAHA just that i think that Pe with Teops.
Is always weird haha.
And then today was a not bad day cos
I had lotsa fun...
But i miss my sexies chadchads and darlings.
Hope they are safe.
HAHA anyway theres leadership camp coming up.
ARGH. just dont want to go with that someone.
EW!.
BYE!
shattered`* 4.3.05
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1.3.05
Feeling much better today...
Suddenly have the drive and motivaton to study hard again
Like what i felt last year and my results went BOOM.
Haha Okay I can do it...
And went for meeting with Ms Teo JL.
Everything is good.
Seems like canoeing is gonna be fun.
And hiking and blading and cycling haha
And lots more. And I have to design the CCA board.
RAH. Im dead tired can.
OHOH! i actually saw pi today!
cos she came back for results!
haha Yea and mrs kunna said she did well...
Well i hope when my turn comes...
it'll be as good.
I dont want to let 'my motivator' down.
HAHA yeap. And to those who did well in their Os.
congrats!
Those who din do so well...
Cheer up guys! every cloud has a silver lining...
remember that and you'll probably feel better.
love all.
shattered`* 1.3.05
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