25.2.06
xiao xing xing
liang jing jing
shan zai ni de yan jing li
cong ci tou ru
wo de xin hu feng you huan yu
wo yuan yi hao yuan yi
shuang shou feng shang wo zi ji
ban shan ye li zhao dao ni
zai ye bu li qu
ai shi wo ai shi ni
ai shi ken ding ju
OH~shui ye bu neng zu dang wo
yong yuan shou hu ni
ri chu ri luo hei ye bai zhou
shi shi ke ke yong zai huai zhong
qing qing chu chu zhe gan dong
fen miao ke yi cheng yong jiu
wo wang zhe ni ni kan zhao wo
you ju hua wo xiang dui ni shuo
jin sheng jin shi gen zhe wo
zuo ni xing fu de li you
jia gei wo
ij superstar? LOL
shattered`* 25.2.06
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23.2.06
Oh god, please help me.
I have so many assignments,
yet done.
I think Im losing my mind man.
Goodbye.
shattered`* 23.2.06
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21.2.06
Things to remind myself about
-cca board is up, get it done asap
-cca shirt/jersey
-plan dragon boating session
-Many more...
Ive got so many things to do!
Just blogging it down to remind myself.
Oh man.. time is passing way too fast,
I cant even feel myself.
I am so dead.
Am I coping?
Yes I am. Goodnight.
Time to study, again.
shattered`* 21.2.06
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16.2.06
why arent you here when I need you the most?
shattered`* 16.2.06
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Who I Am Hates Who I've Been.
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Have finally begun to create so much pressure
That I'd soon blow up and
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Sinking up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life
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Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back
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I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
P.s. Hey Pal. Thanks.
shattered`* 16.2.06
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12.2.06
I hate myself for being oblivious. Guilt;
shattered`* 12.2.06
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Is it that hard for you to care?
shattered`* 12.2.06
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11.2.06
Student Leader Investiture was great.
Just a little bit of confusion before that,
cos of some issues I had to face.
But all else was good.
The skit was the best part,
I guess it was the peak of the whole event.
Everything went well,
all was good.
Went for tuition after that.
Got a call from aunt
and went to the hospital.
That was went my world crashed.
I dont know how I should describe the feeling,
But its something i dont fancy.
The feeling of losing a loved one; it sucks.
shattered`* 11.2.06
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6.2.06
My present state.
The truth is, I just like to be left alone.
shattered`* 6.2.06
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Today is a bad day.
My mother is pissed off and
I seem to be doing everything wrongly.
What the heck.
Started the day bad,
worrying about work i did not complete,
cos i was on the phone all the time the night before.
And so the morning was bad.
Apart from the running that is, 20rounds!
which makes 4KM! woo.
Then school was fairly okaye.
But later part of the day was bad.
Sometimes i just like to keep it to myself,
freaky but what the hell.
No one will understand.
Not even my very own family.
shattered`* 6.2.06
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5.2.06
<3
sunday afternoon and im at home with zephyr;
doing mad stuff in our online convo. how cool :D
supposed to play tennis with Alicia.
But shes too tired, so its cancelled.
BAHH. what a boring life.
study,study,study.
But online video convo. with phyr is fun.
she is so disgusting i dont wish to give details. LOL
:D but its fun!
Okay in case ur wondering,
The convo is still on.
Just taking some time to blog. HAHA CAO!
shattered`* 5.2.06
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4.2.06
I feel like a robot, really.
shattered`* 4.2.06
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2.2.06
(: happy now?
shattered`* 2.2.06
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1.2.06
My soul feels terribly tired today.
I've got datelines to meet and all.
How am I going to survive this year.
I wonder, really.
'Responsibility' this word is killing me.
I am really tired, lost and helpless.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I should stop all thses nonsense like now.
At least i still have my birthday to look forward to,
HOORAY.
17th bithday, aint that special afterall man.
BAHH. i still gotta mug my ass off.
Just imagine. Its not even the start of Os yet.
BAHHH! :(
shattered`* 1.2.06
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