xiao xing xing liang jing jing shan zai ni de yan jing li cong ci tou ru wo de xin hu feng you huan yu
wo yuan yi hao yuan yi shuang shou feng shang wo zi ji ban shan ye li zhao dao ni zai ye bu li qu
ai shi wo ai shi ni ai shi ken ding ju OH~shui ye bu neng zu dang wo yong yuan shou hu ni
ri chu ri luo hei ye bai zhou shi shi ke ke yong zai huai zhong qing qing chu chu zhe gan dong fen miao ke yi cheng yong jiu wo wang zhe ni ni kan zhao wo you ju hua wo xiang dui ni shuo jin sheng jin shi gen zhe wo zuo ni xing fu de li you jia gei wo
Things to remind myself about -cca board is up, get it done asap -cca shirt/jersey -plan dragon boating session -Many more...
Ive got so many things to do! Just blogging it down to remind myself. Oh man.. time is passing way too fast, I cant even feel myself. I am so dead. Am I coping? Yes I am. Goodnight. Time to study, again.
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been. I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there That's exactly where I lost it See that line Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there Well I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back
I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been
I talk to absolutely no one Couldn't keep to myself enough And the things bottled inside Have finally begun to create so much pressure That I'd soon blow up and
I heard the reverberating footsteps Sinking up to the beating of my heart And I was positive that unless I got myself together I would watch me fall apart
And I can't let that happen again Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life --------------------------------------------- Stop right there That's exactly where I lost it See that line I never should've crossed it Stop right there I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back --------------------------------------------- I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been
Student Leader Investiture was great. Just a little bit of confusion before that, cos of some issues I had to face. But all else was good. The skit was the best part, I guess it was the peak of the whole event. Everything went well, all was good. Went for tuition after that. Got a call from aunt and went to the hospital. That was went my world crashed. I dont know how I should describe the feeling, But its something i dont fancy. The feeling of losing a loved one; it sucks.
Today is a bad day. My mother is pissed off and I seem to be doing everything wrongly. What the heck. Started the day bad, worrying about work i did not complete, cos i was on the phone all the time the night before. And so the morning was bad. Apart from the running that is, 20rounds! which makes 4KM! woo. Then school was fairly okaye. But later part of the day was bad. Sometimes i just like to keep it to myself, freaky but what the hell. No one will understand. Not even my very own family.
sunday afternoon and im at home with zephyr; doing mad stuff in our online convo. how cool :D supposed to play tennis with Alicia. But shes too tired, so its cancelled. BAHH. what a boring life. study,study,study. But online video convo. with phyr is fun. she is so disgusting i dont wish to give details. LOL :D but its fun! Okay in case ur wondering, The convo is still on. Just taking some time to blog. HAHA CAO!
My soul feels terribly tired today. I've got datelines to meet and all. How am I going to survive this year. I wonder, really. 'Responsibility' this word is killing me. I am really tired, lost and helpless. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I should stop all thses nonsense like now. At least i still have my birthday to look forward to, HOORAY. 17th bithday, aint that special afterall man. BAHH. i still gotta mug my ass off. Just imagine. Its not even the start of Os yet. BAHHH! :(
