My soul feels terribly tired today. I've got datelines to meet and all. How am I going to survive this year. I wonder, really. 'Responsibility' this word is killing me. I am really tired, lost and helpless. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I should stop all thses nonsense like now. At least i still have my birthday to look forward to, HOORAY. 17th bithday, aint that special afterall man. BAHH. i still gotta mug my ass off. Just imagine. Its not even the start of Os yet. BAHHH! :(